Monday, May 31, 2010

Reception Moto-Moto & Kakye~

Wedding Reception: Zammer & Eiryati
29-05-2010
Kota Tinggi, Johor



Yeayy! kitorang sampai on time!


alahai.baju dah komot.. :(


pix taken from Pyan's FB.

one BIG happy family
i'm blessed! :)


the three above pictures are kidnapped from facebook :)

i met Que face to face for the first time. Junior SRM.
selama nih kenal thru friendster & facebook.
comel sangat! lagi comel & sweet dari dalam gambar!
and boy, she takes very good & excellent pictures!

ini la jadinya bila 2 orang yang hyperactive-kaki camping-dan-panjat-memanjat kahwin.
kemain adventure lagi tempat outdoor photoshootingnya.
1st venue: Err..chinese cemetery.
tepi pantai, atas bukit. konfem gambar dorang cantik, terbaik dari ladang!ngeh3.
2nd venue : jetty.


zammer & kye,
CONGRATS!!

semoga berdua. bahagia. bersama. hingga ke akhir usia..
together with err.. action kamen junior ;p
hahaha~


from above L-R: Pyan & Me, Liza, Yus+Man+baby Umairah, Zila & Arien

kitorang memang suka menyibuk ;p

aksi photographer terlampau. adik pengantin pun tak nak kalah, nak jugak beraksi terlampau.
huahuahua.
Cuk, aku dah tolong coverkan mana-mana yang patut. ngeeee :D

anak dara pingitan.. ;)

note: above picture kidnapped from facebook :)

arien dengan pyang ni ada skandal ke?
nape dorang nak kick bf arien??
jom kita terjah mereka untuk dapatkan kepastian!

yang bukan pengantin pun sama sibuk nak bergambor.
wahahah~





sebenarnya macam malas nak update sebab saye tak bawa kamera aritu.
so macam tak best la kan, sebab takde gambar yang clear.. dan chantek2. hiuu~
nak tunggu gambar dari photog? hurm.. 8 tahun lagi laaaa gamaknye baru dapat kot ;p

ooh, it reminds me: psssstt..kacuk, aku tak dapat gambar pengantin pun taper. yang penting, aku nak gambar aku jer. yg CANTIK2 je taw. yang tak cantik, aku tanak. muahahah~

ok. korang tengok je lah gambar nih. caption to be updated later. daaa..


MC secara berjemaah

Action Kamen! Beep..Beep..Beep! xD


"So, jd ke kita nk ambk mc secara bjemaah esk..?"


That was an SMS i received from Ana on that sunday night. we were from Kluang, Johor , attending 2 weddings. traveled by two different car. seriously, exhausted gila masa tu. macam lah saye pulak yang jadi OP (Official Photographer) walhal OP rilex je bawak keta. saye pulak rilex jer tido dalam keta. co-pilot lagi la hampeh. awal-awal lagi dah tidur! tak membantu langsung. ;) haha.

sampai umah around 1.30 am. pastu esok (Isnin) tu pergi kerja. sepanjang hari semalam muka ketat gila. takder senyum2 dengan orang-orang lain. takder tegur & sembang2 dengan orang lain sebab super penat dah sebab dah puas bergelak ketawa sepanjang 2 hari kat Johor.
minggu yang sungguh indah!
=)

i'll update later,k. above picture di rembat dari facebook.

Official OP for wedding Kakye + Zammer & Emot + Syaz:
Kacuk & Pyan
Unofficial Photog: Que, Ely, Pak Lah dan mereka2 yang membawa kamera besarrrrr punyaaaaa...!~
;)



Monday, May 24, 2010

the west side story bersama anuar zain

.. ok. nampak sangat title entry yang penuh publisiti murahan, kan? hehe.

Remember this entry?
yeah baby. that's what imma gonna talk about today. but urm, i'm too tired and sleepy so this is gonna be a short entry.

  1. Today marks the first time for me seeing a broadway: The West Side Story theatre production.
  2. This is also the first time for me seated in a first class seat and i had no idea about it at all! so million thanks kepada orang yang membelanja. hee.
  3. Saye adalah sangat jakun bila Anuar Zain duduk di depan saye. err, not really depan lah. selang satu row. tapi haku tetap super excited hookay. artis lain selama nih semua haku wat tak heran je. tapi anuar zain... "ohh lelaki ini yang selalu mencintaaaaamu.. selaaaaalu, tanpa ragu.." cehhh.. tetiba keluar mode lagu la pulak kan..
    hehe
    .


  4. The West Side Story is a legend and it's an honour for me to have the oppurtunity seeing it live on stage. like hello, from Broadway. the broadway from NY, y'all!! mestilah teruja!
  5. but i have to admit, this is not really my thing.. i mean, the story line. i'm not really into fighting / gangsterism kinda story. so bila mengantuk je, saye pandang si jantung hati: inchek anuar zeng. kehkehkeh.
  6. imho, it was kinda boring maybe because of the songs..
  7. i love the lighting effect, tho.
  8. and the actor and actress! they are so d*mn good! i love their dance routine too! sangat sync oke! sangat kagum bila tengok dorang dance.
  9. My favourite scene: when the first time Tony and Maria fell in love and the first time Tony met Maria at her house... when Tony asked "can i see u for a minute?" and then Maria said "1 minute is not enough.." and then later they sing a song together. something pasal goodnight and "when you dream, dream of me.." -> That scene really made me wanna say "ahhhhh..how sweet..". serious comel gila. rasa macam "ooh indahnya jatuh cinta.." ngeeee ;p
  10. i hope this wont be the last broadway musical for me to see. i'm looking forward Mamma Mia, Grease, Fame, etc :)

ok bye. time to sleep.
night night everyone! :)

Sunday, May 23, 2010

it's a fool who plays it cool


*current mood : Listening to Hey Jude by The Beatles*



  • i bought a piece of black jacket/office blazer yesterday, but then i lost it in a mosque. actually, i'm not sure if it was stolen in the mosque or i left in somewhere along the way... :[ I honestly think that there's no way it was stolen. i couldnt remember where did i left it. tapi tak mengapa lah. bukan rezeki. hopefully jacket tu akan berguna kepada sesiapa yang jumpa. dapat juga saya tumpang pahala :) ]

  • a friend is having a cold feet - tak mahu kawen katanya. i was like "are you out of your mind?? do u realize that the wedding is in the next few days?!" . ikutkan hati keji, nak je saya cakap " i told you so.." heh. but naah. i did not. he's sound so sad. he's in a deep shit trouble ni. i hope everything's gonna be ok. saye sangat sangat SANGAT risau. dude, pls. think wisely. dont do anything stupid, will yer?

  • Met P yesterday. it's been few years since the last time i saw him. i guess, nothing change that much except he's a Master Holder now. in IT. (he was a mechanical engineering student. apekes entah buat Master IT pulak. ) we had a long talk. it opens my eyes over something. but still.... *long sigh*

  • This week is gonna be a long week.. i have an event to attend to. havent got the time to pick up my dress from tailor.. and need to carefully plan my Wedding Invitation schedule. i have 5 weddings to attend this week, in which, 3 of them will be in Johor!

  • ok.ok. now dont freak out w33da. look on the bright side: Jumaat nih cuti. yeaay!


  • my workloads are piling up as i'm taking over someone's work. and guess what? everyday it feels like i wanted to yell and scream to those demented demanded people. my phone ringing non stop. my mailbox is full with nonsense requested email.


  • ok fine. it's not nonsense. but if you're in I*T line, you'll understand what i meant.


  • sebenarnya saye adalah sangat mengantuk m(x__x)m I can barely keep my eyes open!! i'll update again once i'm up. (haha. macam server la pulak bolei up, up nih kan..? hihi)


  • Till then.





*note: oh. terlupa review pasal cerita robin hood. i'm too busy at the mo. i even neglect my tumblr for few weeks now. sorry baby.

** can't wait for Prince of Persia!!! xD ~>finally, something that makes me smile after a day of frowning.

*** i heard someone's name and suddenly my heart jumped. demmit u, heart. u shouldn't have done that.


image from here

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Sticky Post: For SALE! Giorgio Armani Idole / Kain Kebaya Indonesia / Remember Me


salam and hi there beautiful :)

so, listen up people. i have few items to let go.
if you find anything you like, pls do contact me thru e-mail : miss.ttjl [at] gmail [dot] com.


Item #1 : Giorgio Armani : Idole.
Selling Price : RM 170.00 (inclusive postage)


Perfume Smell Group : Oriental Floral



bought it recently (less than 2 weeks ago).
wore it few times (ada laa dalam 4,5 kali kot. but not more than that)
i put it on sale because it doesn't suit me.
masa beli aritu memang dah tau dah tak kena dengan diri, tapi saje je nak try bau lain la konon.

i used to wear CK:Euphoria,which was a gift from someone.
got me attention from collegues. like, sumer orang tanya pakai perfume apa sebab bau sedap. tapi sumpah haku rasa pening dengan bau Euphoria.
so the same goes with this Idole. orang kata sedap baunya, tapi saye tak berapa gemar.

for me, the smell is kinda 'woman-ly' kot.

elegant. classic.
macam perempuan yang serious sangat je.
memang tader kaitan dengan saye langsung.


i'm a floral fruity person, btw. =)


****


Item #2 : Remember Me - Sophie Kinsella
Selling Price : RM25 (inclusive postage)




This is NOT a second hand item.
Remember Me is still in plastic

(even the price tag is still attached to it!)



Why i'm selling it?
Err.. i made a stupid mistake some time last year.
i was at the mall, accompanying my friend buying some stuff and i was feeling kinda sleepy at that time.
suddenly i saw this book which has different cover from what i already have.
i thought it was the new novel from Kinsella, so without thinking (yes, i didnt bother to check the TITLE! huhu), i took it to the counter and paid for it.




dah sampai rumah, keesokan harinya baru perasan it was the SAME book!
since i dunno what to do with it, only now i'm thinking to let it go..


****

Item #3 : Kain Kebaya Sulam
RM 140 (NOT inclusive postage)
color: maroon




Inclusive of :
1) Kebaya Sulam
2) Lining
3) Kain Corak Batik
4) Selendang


*note: kain ini belum dijahit*

Why i'm selling it?
Err.. perlu ke bagi reason? ;)


Fine.


Sila la lihat betapa meriahnya kain tersebut.
saye sangatttt suka tapi tatau bilakah waktu yang bersesuaian untuk memakainya.
it's suitable for engagement or wedding or for bridesmaid or any dinner event.
kalau nak pakai time hari raya pun boleh..

(kalau korang suka bermeriah-meriah di hari raya la kan.. hee)
i love this kain very much!

but i'm not that berani laa nak pakai time pergi attend kenduri kawen orang lain sebab takut nanti orang lain keliru yang mana satu kah pengantin nya.. hehe.



so there you go.

interested?

do contact me here : miss.ttjl [at] gmail [dot] com

thanks!

:)

It's not you leaving that's gonna kill me...

Align Center
Rachel:

I'm not gonna leave you.


Heck:
If you respect me at all, that's exactly what you will do.

...

It's not you leaving that's gonna kill me.


...


It's you loving someone more.


Heck:
You know, I want you to be happy.


More than anything else, I wanted
to be the cause of happiness in you.


But if I'm not, then...


I can't stand in the way.


Do you see?


Because what you're feeling now, Rachel...


... is the unstoppable force.


***

ok. masa Heck cakap camtu kat Rachel, saye dah sedih sedih bagai dah.


like, sweet nya la mamat nih...

dah ler hensem, baik hati pula tu.


tapi saye takder la nanges2 nih kan.
sebab saye dah lama tinggalkan bidang menangis syahdu-syahdan time tengok love story.
(except masa tengok new moon aritu je la. tu pun tercuit sket je ->statement tanak ngaku dalam hati ada taman. hihi)


BUT,

the scene yang made my heart ripped
was


when Heck was on the roof..
looking outside..

and then came this little girl, H to cheer him up by offering him sweets.

and she said:
" I didn't know which is your favorite,
so I bought pick-and-mix.."


Heck tried to smile

but.





he. CRIED. sobbingly.

fuh.
masa tu la baru lah terasa sangat sedih...
huhuhu~



if only i could offered him my shoulder to cry on..

ceh ceh tetibaaaa..


hahaha.

anyway,
pastu agak sedih la kan, dengan ayat dia:

Heck:

It's just...

I'm trying to do the right thing...

and now I think I should have not...








*from movie: Imagine Me And You *
*Year :2005 (tapi harini baru dapat tengok. tsk.) *


Rise and Rise Again : Robin Hood, The Legend Begins..

Robin Hood is AWESOME!!!!!



*i'll update later*


:)

1605

  1. Hepi Birthday Epie. sowi tak wish mase kat umah tadi. hehe. hadiah.. err.. nak ke? hee.

  2. Hepi Teachers' Day, Angah. Semoga student awak makin pandai belajar, bukan pandai loyar buruk macam awak. hoho ;)

  3. To Echa : Congrats on your new born baby boy. he's gonna share same birthday with my sis & also.. teachers. best la anak ko nanti ek. 1Malaysia celebrate birthday dia nanti. lol.


//diorang berdua nih sentiasa bersama. skola sama. universiti pun sama.. (poyo pun bersama. hahaha)
tatau la pasnih ape lagi yang sama. hurm..

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Falling Slowly.


So, what do you get
when your favorite singer's singing your favourite song from your favorite movie?



..




..





..





PERFECT!!
yes. that's the right word that i cud think of right now..





well,
you know..




... besides amazing, superb, fantastic (like what Simon said), wonderful.. blablabla..

hehe
^___^

Lee is my favourite singer in American Idol, just so you know.
i like him the way i love, love, love David Cook's & Faizal Tahir's voice.
suara rock serak-serak basah gitu .


sexaaaaayyyyyy tawwwwww. and he's cute too! ngeh3.

(Rain, i lebiu too. but u are rnb.. so shuh. pegi main jauh2 for the time being yer. hee. )

ok. bye.
i nak replay lagu tu lagi. hee.





ps: Once is not really my most favorite movie, btw. i love it only because of the movie's OST. sangatttt beshhhh lagu-lagunya! my favorite song other than Falling Slowly, is Fallen from the Sky.

Monday, May 10, 2010

i know.


how sweet.




from here

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Believe.


i've attended a talk yesterday, given by one of the best Leadership & Management Trainer in Malaysia (and maybe Asia). i'm not gonna say whom, tho. tehehee.

so anyway,
at the end of the talk,
he showed us a video clip.

and i must say,
when i saw this vc, i was totally impressed!
and i almost shed my tears!!



just a short note of the v.c:
it's about this one guy, Paul Potts.
he lacks of self-confidence because he used to be bullied at school.

this was him :





so anyway,
he went to the British Got Talent audition (2007),
and sang Nessun Dorma - an opera song.
if you see him, you'll never expect that despite of his look, Paul Potts has a very beautiful and amazing voice!

i was speechless, i had goosebump when i see this clip.
(and i was NOT a fan of opera song, not until i heard this!)
it was only an audition, but he gets standing ovation by most of the audience!
impressive, huh?

this is him (present):




Positive Attitude :
Always believe in yourself.
that was what the trainer taught us.
we are all have hidden talent.
it's up to us to use it wisely.
and be confident about it.
(what he meant:you can make some a lot of money out of it!)

BELIEVE.
it takes a whole lot of guts, kan?
but yes,
success people are the one who are willing to take high risk.

So, renung-renungkan,
dan selamat beramal!
hehe.


hmm,
now, what is your hidden talent?
got one?
;)






Friday, May 7, 2010

He says..

one sms received, saying..



"ttibe aku risau tader sape nk jaga ko nnt..."



how do you feel when out of the blue,
your friend,
says that to you?


i dunno about you,



but for me,







i feel BLESSED!



terasa SANGAT entah-tatau-nak-rasa-apa bilamana siang tadi di kala super busy at work,
suddenly dapat sms camtu,
terasa terkesima sekejap.
pastu had a mix feeling:
sengih + terharu + sebak+sengih semula.
hee.

Mix feeling sebab:
sengih = 'comel la ko antar sms camtu.. hihi~ '
terharu + sebak ='ape nih bro antar sms sedeh camtu? kang aku nanges kang.. wuwuuwu~'



hey bro,
i know you'll always be looking out for me, no?
;)

that's why you're my favourite fwen...
heee.

hope both of us will enjoy this life ride, this life carousel, this life rollercoster,
and may we never fall down..

AMINNNNNNN..

^__^


ehh btw,
thanks!

image from here

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

am not a love slut. when you know, you KNOW..

There's something i wanna talk about and it's been a while this stuff keeps messing in my head - and i think now is the good time to share, kot. (eh, kenapa ada kot pulak eaa?)

i don't do a lot of sharing, just so you know.
i keep most of the stuff inside my head because i don't really trust people, kot.
(again, what's with the kot??)

i do have few BFFs and BF- but there's only one person knows about what am i gonna talk about today: my BFF. she helps me to deal with this crap without complaining. so thanks to her :)

anyway,

most of my good friends know how hard for me to..

..

..





..




...




fall in love.

hah.

in my lifetime, it only happened twice.
sebnanya sekali je. another one was a puppy love zaman skola. hihi.
(puppy puppy pun, bertahan dari secondary school until we both were a second year student at uni ;) )

and FYI,
i hate BF-GF relationship-> the one that u called as 'couple'.

yerp. i'm old school like that. i don't date. i know i sorta look like a social (eh social ke? ;p) kinda girl (masa study dulu): asyik la organize events, camping sana sini, berpoya-poyaan sana sini, etc, but I did not go out for any DATE(s). cause i know, it's wrong. collect admirer sudah. huahuahua
For me, the only guy that i'll date is gonna be my own husband. cecewahh.

i remember this one guy. sangat lah good looking, smart and all, banyaaaaaakk kali asked me out for a date.
i said NO. but he kept pestering me until one day i said "ok fine. we can meet. but only for 5 minutes".
and he agreed. so everytime we met (depan blok pula tu. haha. sengal), before he left, after the 5 minutes's over, he'll give me a letter. sebab katanya, masa 5 minit yang saya beri tak cukup...
comel kan? SANGAT. dah la sangat kelakar gila surat2 tu. heh.
but poor him (or lucky HIM), i didn't accept him. (but i almost did! dia kreatif gila wehh!lol)
he's kind, but i've given my heart to someone else. cehhhh.

YUP.
akhirnya terjebak juga saye ke kancah percintaan. kahkah. sila la gelakkan ayat tersebut.
tu pun masa final semester and sebab masa tu terpaksa jugak meng'official'kan sebab letih laaaaa nak cari alasan bila ada orang nak masuk line (if you know what i mean) because most guys can not take NO as an answer and if they do, they want a REASON why i can't accept them. plus masa tu juga ada org merisik khabar and sayer adalah sangat gabra haha so kononnya bila ada BF sayer rasa selamat dari terpaksa kawen dengan tahsapesapentah.. and there's some other reason as well which dengan kata lainnya masa itu adalah sangat COMPLICATED maka akhirnya i broke my own rule.. to cut the story short, WE became an ITEM. and for me, that was my first (i hope won't be the last =p)

anyway,
the bottom line is,
saye adalah sangat susah untuk SUKA seseorang as more than friend. SANGAT.
(heck, even kawan pun sayer pilih2 jugak. kawan-kawan saye sekarang adalah yang terBAIKKKK yang pernah saye jumpa. u gotta trust me on this.).

i wish i could be like other people: couple ,break, couple, break -> TRY and ERROR. haha. tapi tak boleh..
it doesn't work that way for me.
and if i like someone, it means- i REALLY REALLY CRAZILY suka kat orang tu.
dan kalau frust, konfem la haku rasa frust gila gila jugak macam dunia terbalik. huhu.


so that's why i don't easily accept anyone into my life. eceh.


seriously,
i'd rather stay single than accept someone whom i don't really like just for fun or for the sake of try-and-error.
cause at the end of the day, someone's heart will get broken.
and it's BRUTAL.

besides, how do you call it as falling in love if you keeps fall in and fall out of love easily, right?
like hello, i am not a love slut!~ (Robin, HIMYM Season err.. tak ingat)


i was once, believed the phrase "when you know, you know".
BUT now, not anymore.
i mean, i am not sure anymore about all this lovey dovey thingey.
like i said before, my heart is NUMB. it doesn't feel anything.


Remember Si Gemuk..?
haaaa.. against all odds, i kinda like him.
but it was like, couple of years ago. (eh i think it was 3 years ago kot.hee.)
i'm not sure if i really like him, or he's just my rebound guy. or because he's sort of my dream guy, maka tetiba saye suka dia.
but of all people who've approached me, i end up liking someone who doesn't even likes me. sungguh drama kan? bluergh.

and the first time i sort-of-like him, was when i don't even KNOW him.
that one fateful day, i remember he was facing my back, talking to his friends( which were my friends too) ,
i did not SEE him. i've NEVER EVER met him in my whole life,
and somehow, i KNEW.

tahu ape?
tidak lah saye ketahuan.
yang pastinya, we met again few months later. and that became the first time i got to know him and we become friends. tapi kawan gitu-gitu je lah..
nothing more, nothing less.
we went out few times. hang out few times. but that's that.

sure, i was happy being around him.
i can be silly whenever around him and the best thing is, i get to see the different side of him too.
not the cocky arrogant guy. he's just different.
sangat light and easy. sangat kelakar. sangat sengal. sangat best. sangat gentleman gila babs (this is the main reason why i like him)
and he made me feel warm inside. sangat selesa.

he's everything i want in a guy.
ok. not everything. but most of everything.
nobody's perfect kan?i'm not perfect too so i wont ask for more from him.
i honestly think he's good enough.

remember in this entry, when i said that if i meet someone, i'll take him to see my bestest friend for approval? well... i did bring Si Gemuk to see him, once. but not for approval lah. just meet-and-greet session. haha. poyo jer. tapi best tengok dorang boleh get along(beb, aku tau ko baca and aku tau ko must be thinking sapekah beliau.. whoever cross ur mind, just keep it to yourself, ok?shhh! dan sila jangan komen. heeeeee~)


but what sad is..



he NEVER approach me, so i guess he never interested in me.
maka feeling itu pun haku dah buang jauh-jauh..
the last time we've seen each other was ages ago.. it's for the best. kot.

recently saja his name came out dalam hati.
maybe sebab i have a decision to make, maka tiba tiba adanya lil devil voice inside my head mengganggu pemikiran.
i couldn't help but wondering WHY?
why he's not like some other guys? why doesnt he likes me? sebab aku tak segemuk dia ke? (haha. tetibaaa)
pelik. sebab bila difikir-fikirkan balik, SUKA KE AKU KAT SI GEMUK ni?
was i really like him or was i just became that way sebab rasa challenged by him?

when my BFF asked me what would i do and how would i feel if he DID approach me, i just don't know what to say.
I. DON'T. KNOW.
i just don't know what to feel.
suka kah? sedih kah? entah.
tatau nak suka atau pun nak tak suka.
takder perasaan.



ok fine. maybe suka la sikit kot... heee~

see...
i don't even know how i feel. macam mana nih?




//come to think of it, i think he's gay. hahaha. gila keji. just because org tu tak suka ko, suka suka ko je cop kat dahi dier gay ekk..? haha. hey, i'm just kidding ;)