Thursday, March 31, 2011

cakap cakap

TTJL : ai dah tak bulei concentrate keje laa..
Friend 1: dah sampai mana? dah naik katebang ke?
TTJL: katebang menda.. dah sampai dah pun. dah merayau-rayau dah pun nih. hehehe.


seriously, aku dah tak boleh fokus kerja dah ni.
kepalaotak aku entah dah ke mana entah.
kejap kejap check balik itinerary.
kejap suka. kejap sedih. kejap rasa nak cancel. kejap over excited. kejap lagi nervous.
mix feeling! haha.


untuk trip kali nih, aku settlekan flight & itinerary.
travel budget and flow aku serah kat M.
so, disebabkan aku dah malas nak fikir pasal benda lain, aku dah beritahu siap-siap kat F- suruh dia tolong budgetkan berapa banyak baju nak bawa. hahaha.
pemalas tul aku ni,kan. baju pun nak suruh orang lain tolong fikirkan. ngeee~
bukannya apa, aku ni kan, selalu pening everytime 'recycle' baju. memang fail. rasa macam nak bawak satu almari. hehee.

semalam F bagitau berapa helai baju dia bawa ke sana.
aku dah macam "haa..? dah packing ke? awal gilaaaa!!"
ye lah kan.. nak pergi lambat lagi kot.. huhu.
but anyhoo, aku pun packing jugak semalam. hihi.

in my defense, this weekend aku balik kampung.
so better prepare awal-awal.
kalau ada barang tak cukup, boleh angkut dari kampung siap-siap. ngehngeh.
(and fyi, aku tak follow F pun. last2 aku buat 'schedule' baju aku sendiri. haha)


Emm.. balik kampung..

aku rindu kat Abang. Kakak. dan si Kecik.
aritu balik, first time aku visit Abang kat hostel dia.
ada amek gambar dia, tapi tak upload sebab tak jumpa usb cable.
hampagas tul. ni la yang aku hangin kalau letak barang-barang kat rumah.
nanti kang mesti tak jumpa bila nak guna. hurm. (-__-)"

oh ye. Abang dah masuk boarding school since February.
Dia berjaya masuk ke salah sebuah science school idaman aku masa darjah 6 dulu.
dulu berangan gila nak masuk sekolah tu (and a few other schools. hehe) lepas dapat result UPSR.
straight A's kottt. tapi tak dapat masuk pun. T__T
sedih.
takde rezeki, nak buat camno..

tapi Alhamdulillah, Abang dapat.
eventhough aku agak frust sebab dia tak apply MCKK.
but then again, sekarang banyak sekolah yang bagus-bagus kan?
aritu Abang ada cakap pasal sekolah SPM terbaik last year, tapi aku tak ingat sekolah apa.
he.

tak kisah la sekolah mana pun.
as long as dia boleh study dengan baik, boleh belajar urus diri dia dan dia happy, i think that should be enough.. kan?
:)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

you're not worth his.

... to my 2 heart-broken friends ...

the truth hurts, kan?

but hey.. keep your head up high, okay?

things over to make way for a brand new start :)

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Wordless Wednesday


Wordless Wednesday: Earth Hour 2011


when you need it the most..


i am someone who do things on my own.
rarely asked for help.
not that i'm too proud of myself.
believe me, i am not.
it's just that, i don't like to bother other people for me.
tak suka susahkan orang lain.
they have enough problem already .

BUT,
i have a problem and i need someone to help me.
so i asked for help..









.. in Facebook.
haaa.
i didn't tell what's the problem pun.
macam tak best la pulak kan nak bagitau. huhu.
but i literally said I need help.


funny thing is,
of all people,
there's only ONE PERSON who's actually called and asked me what kind of help that i need.

only ONE.
hurm.

timekasut sebab call.
eventhough tak membantu pun, but it means a lot, knowing that there is someone who cares.

yang lain?
time nak bergembira, berpoya-poya, lajuuuuu je kan.
time mintak tolong, huh.
sumer tak nampak batang idung
T__T



so anyway,
now..
i have to find way(s) how to go to the airport and be there at 5 a.m on a weekday.
huhu~

Mrs S offered to send me to the airport, but i said BIG N.O.
she has a baby and she doesn't have enough sleep already.
i can't let her (or her husband) sent me.
it's too much, okay.
tak kira la bff ke tak ke.. i can't let her do that for me.
and she doesn't want me to call a cab either.
but i don't have any other choice.. do I?


the thing is..
Eeeee.. takut laaaaa naik teksi pepagi buta sebenarnyaaaaaaaaa...!!
tu la masalah problem aku sebenarnya nih...
nothing big pun.
haha

just wondering, selamat ke tak ek?
tak jauh pun, sampai KL Sentral je...
siapa ada experience, boleh la share yek~
kalau segan kat sini, just drop e-mail je kat:

miss.ttjl [at] gmail [dot] com

kecoh macam la pergi jauh sangat ;p
ngeeee~




Sunday, March 27, 2011

Pelengkap Rusuk Kiri..



di ambil tanpa permisi dari sini.

hee.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Malaysian, Jangan lupa : Earth Hour 2011 is today!



Please please please remember,
we have to save energy + water ALL THE TIME.
bukan hari ini je tau.
use only what's necessary.

LIVE GREEN!
SAVE THE EARTH!!



Earth Hour 2011: Growing Beyond the Hour:
Pledge to “Live Green: One switch at a time.”
"taking simple actions towards a more sustainable lifestyle".

Make your pledge here (click)



iman *updated*


Aku suka betul setiap kali Ustaz Zahazan keluar kat tv. selalunya kat MHI TV3. aku suka sebab tutur kata Ustaz Zahazan ni lembut. not that kind of lembut, mind you. aku pun tak tau macam mana nak explain. yang aku tau, aku suka :)

pagi tadi beliau promote buku baru: Hadis 40. memang dah banyak kot kat pasaran, tapi yang ni lain sikit, sebab ada illustration. ingat lunch tadi nak pergi tengok dekat MPH, tapi entah cemana tah kaki terpesong pergi ke Ampang Park pulak. dah tershopping benda lain. huhu. keji tul setan ni. takpe. siap kau. kejap lagi aku nak pi check buku ni dah ada ke belum dekat MPH. =p



anyway, pagi tadi Wardina ada tanya Ustaz Zahazan mengenai 'iman'. macam mana nak tambah iman.. macam mana nak bertaubat dari dosa-dosa (wardina cakap dia banyak dosa. cian dia. mesti dia rasa bersalah dan berdosa pasal zaman dolu-dolu. huhu. aku suka Wardina dari zaman Dewi Remaja sampai sekarang, okay. hee. )

pastu Ustaz cakap kita manusia ni kena la sentiasa bertaubat.. berzikir.. amalkan doa-doa.. etc . doa apa.? Err.. Maaflah ye, aku tak sempat nak dengar habis kuliyah tadi sebab nak cepat pergi office. huhu)

So, aku pun google pasal KEMANISAN IMAN.





Sabda Rasulullah SAW.:


"Tiga perkara yang barangsiapa terdapat (ketiga-tiga perkara itu) padanya nescaya dia memperolehi kemanisan iman (iaitu) Allah dan Rasul-Nya adalah lebih dia cintai daripada selainnya, dan dia mencintai seseorang semata-mata kerana Allah, dan dia benci untuk kembali kepada kekufuran(maksiat) sebagaimana dia benci dilemparkan ke dalam api neraka".


(Hadis Sahih Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)






haaiiihhh..
lemahnya la iman aku nih..
*nanges*

**updated**
tadi pergi MPH, tapi beli buku lain sebab tak jumpa buku Hadis 40 tu.
i asked the salesgirl pasal buku tu.
pastu dia kata "tadi tinggal duua. tapi dua-dua dah ada orang beli."
pehh.. cepatnya sold out!
mesti pagi tadi dorang tengok MHI + peminat Ustaz Zahazan jugak, kan? hehe.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I'll be there to make you smile..

greatttt.
another blog post in less than an hour.
phew. i should really get paid for blogging, me think =p

so anyway,
ever since i found my long-lost jukebox,
i'm amazed of how much I LOVE old songs rather than the latest songs.

like right now,
i've been listening to All I Have To Give twice already!
ooh yes..
TTJL 101: I was a Backstreet Boys die hard fan when i was a teenager.
*lol*.

All I Have To Give is (yes until now) one of my fav from BSB.
i love the lyric. sweet gila!
dulu bila tengok BSB Live In Concert,
i'll cry each time they sang this song!
haha.

dulu la kannn,
selalu la berangan ada orang dedicate this song for me.
tapi tak pernah dapat pun.
lagu-lagu lain ada la, tapi lagu nih tak pernah dapat. tskkk.



"All I Have To Give"

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles

I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart

[Chorus:]
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give

When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away

Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please
I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside... I love you

And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

[Chorus (3x)]

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you




ps:
i was a big fan of Nick and A.J. hahaha.

Got you stuck on my ELEVATOR

*currently listening to Until The Time Is Through - 5ive*


image from here.


okay.. how shall i begin this..
hurm..
i don't normally tell people about 'hey guess what, that guy asked for my number', or 'damn. he asked for my number. what should i tell him?' and etc.
things like that are too personal and telling other people about that are just gonna make them puke and menyampah gila kot - haha.

that's the kind of things that i'd like to keep it to myself. (and to my BFF. hey, that's what BFF is all about, right? hehe)

and fyi, i never gave my phone number to stranger.






okay. except for that one time when i was on my way back to balik raya when i was in UTM.
i was so scared i was the only girl in that express bus from JB with only A DRIVER and another one male passenger.
yup.
there were only three of us in that 3 hours bus ride and i was the only girl!
takut dowh. i kept imagining terrible things like the one that happened to arwah suzaily and i was almost cry.
so i sent SMSes and informed the situation to all of my close friends and my family.. you know, just in case.

so anyway, this other guy,
he kept looking at me and made me feel so uncomfortable that i didn't dare to sleep.
nak kelip mata pun takut and i prayed hard that he won't come and strangle me. yes i am paranoid like that. haha.

but guys, being guys..
he finally made the move and came talked to me.
at first i was being bolayan je la. but then i thought, maybe if i'm being nice, he won't do anything bad to me so lepas tu kami pun berbual mesraaaaaa. =p
terpaksa okay. the truth is, i just couldn't wait to get out from that bus. T__T

as the bus approacing the plaza tol Ayer Keroh, he asked for my phone number.
damn! i was hoping he wouldn't ask that. gila kau, dah la tak kenal, apahal pulak nak bagi phone number. private okay.
so at that milisecond, my brain tried to create million excuses.. and just when i was about to say "Sorry but i don't have handphone" (tipu sunat demi keselamatan, takpe kan? hehe) my Dad called! aiyakkkkk! there goes my tipu sunat down the longkang. eurgh.

and just right after i got out of the phone, that guy asked my phone number with tersengih-sengih macam kerang busuk.
dan dengan tak relanya, aku pun bagi la...... Dengan harapan dia tak call..


but you have no idea how HE CALLED ME EVERYDAY after that.. until i had to change my phone number!(and because of some other reasons. hee. )


***********

start from that moment on, i NEVER gives my phone number to stranger. so everytime a guy asked my number or my business card or my Facebook, i'd politely say 'No '.

but man nowadays are so determined, don't they? when we don't give ours, they'll give theirs(business card).

hmm.

Dear Guys,
yes. i appreciate your guts. your efforts. your confidence (and sometimes your nervousness too. i think it's cute. hihi)
and i'm flattered. (couldn't help it la. i'm a girl. of course i love being chased. hahaha) but that's that, okay..? i just don't like giving out my number like some sort of cheap sl*t.


bottomline is.. i don't give phone number to stranger. and i hate those people who gave my phone number without my consent. it's like an invasion to my privacy. benciiiiii gilaaa tau takkkk.

i prefer a guy who's willing to take a step to face me and asked my number by HIMSELF instead of guys yang mintak from friends.
i hate COWARD. e'nuff said.

*****

ELEVATOR.
oh yeah. what's with this blog title anyway?
well.. i don't know why but it seems like ELEVATOR is the place where i get 'business-card' the most.
bakal mendapat jodoh dari teman lif kah? oh please i hope not. haha.

but seriously. what is it about the elevator and me anyway??haiiyaaa.

one of the MOST awkward-elevator moment that i will always remember was a few years back.

i was in the elevator with my big backpack, on the way to the parking lot.
and then when the elevator stopped at Floor Z, entered this one guy.
he nodded to me. i nodded to him back.
he smiled. i smiled to him back.
neighbour, kan. takkan nak sombong-sombong pulak. huhu.

and suddenly he start asking me question.. like "nak pergi mana?"
so i said that i was going for a holiday vacation with some friends.. blablabla.
lepas blablabla.. i asked him, what he's up to do that night.. walhal dah nampak dah mamat tu bawa beg kasut. talk about flirting! haha.
he said he was going to play futsal and aku pulak cepattt je jawab "hey, i play futsal too!".
tu diaaaaa... from small conversation to bigger conversation..
until finally when we reached the ground floor, we bid goodbye.
oh. before that, he did ask me my number, but i said; "sorry i tak bagi phone number to stranger'.

and then i got out first. he was behind me..
i was heading to my friend's car.. and suddenly that 'elevator-guy' called; "awakkk!kejap!".

so i looked back at him..
he was taking something from his beg kasut. rupa-rupanya he pulled out his business card and gave it to me.
aku dah macam serba salah pasal..........



..... my 'friend' who was waiting outside wasn't really a friend!
i mean, he WAS my friend, but he LIKES me so much that when he saw that 'elevator-guy' gave something to me, HE CAME OUT FROM HIS CAR and start to CALL MY NAME!

haha. aku panik sekejap time tu sambil menyumpah jugak la apahal la mamat nih keluar kereta pulak nih. siap panggil-panggil nama pulak dah. kacau daun betul. ngehngeh.

tapi agak kesian la mamat elevator tu pasal dia pun cam cuak jugak bila nampak 'my friend' muka macam nak tumbuk orang kuar daripada kereta.

AWKWARD.


seriously AWKWARD.

like, time was freezed for a few seconds....
fuh. DRAMA.

but me.. being me.. muka selambaaaaaaa je la lepas tu macam takde apa-apa berlaku. haha.


*******


ehhh.. why do i write this entry anyway?
tak pernah-pernah aku cerita benda-benda macam ni kan.. aku tak suka pun sebenarnya.
but i just need to write this because of something stupid that had happened today.
i did something that i never thought i would do. EVER.
kinda crazy, when i think about it again.

irony.

tu je. sekian :)


*end song: currently listening to Little Voice - Hillary Duff*

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Gemawan

since i've mentioned Innuendo in my previous entry, i just couldn't resist to post an entry about them in here. heh.

Innuendo is one of my favorite local artist. RNB kotttt. what's not to love about them, right? i like the way they dress.. like some sort of a-very-highly-classy-artist. i love their song, especially when they did the acappella.. i like their guts, how they are brave enough to not follow the mainstream - time orang lain layan jiwang-rock-kapak bagai, dorang berRNB. for someone yang growing up listening to All-4-One, Innuendo is totally something-else, like a fresh music in Malaysia's music scene (for me). what else..? hmm.. diorang creative. tatau la sape yang pilih tajuk album, but i think BranNuEndo is a very creative and interesting title. me likeeee! ;p


Gemawan - Innuendo



Lirik/Lyric Gemawan


Mudah sekali berubah hati
Walau kasih kita termeteri

Wajahnya kembali bertakhta di hati
Saat bahagia kita 'kan pergi

c/o
Mudahnya kau berperi
Cinta bertamu lagi
Gemawan kasihku mendung lagi

Akan tiba hari
Kau merisik kembali
Mendung kini raja di hati ini

Senja yang menanti
Sendiri ku terpinggir
Mentari pun berlabuh lagi


Luputlah memori
Berkubur dalam mimpi
Mendung kini berarak pergi

( ulang c/o)

( bridge )
Walau pedih kembaraku sendiri
Ku masih menanti
Gemawan ku pergi
Bahagia kembali

Luputlah memori
Berkubur dalam mimpi
Mendung kini berarak pergi



ok. cukup lah tu layan perasaan.
let's get groovin' !
;)







Diriku sudah pun berpunya kekasih hati ..but you'll always be my boo..

only today i managed to sort out my old lappy. siap ada assignment for each subject lagi. like, apakah? dah berkurun dah grad, buat apa simpan lagi?huhu. so ku delete la semuanya harini. but one thing i left untouched: my Final Year Project. eventho tak best, tapi tu laaa tiket aku grad dengan jayanya. hehe.

and since i didn't have anything to do today, i browsed through my Jukebox folder.


waaa! rupanya ada banyak gila video clip dalam nih. everything since 2005. tu pun rasanya ada banyak yang dah delete/ transfer to the other lappy dulu kot. he.

so, the chosen fav song/clip for today:

for Malay song:
Khayalan by Ruffedge, V.E & Jatt.
this was during ABP'03.



yeah yeah. i'm a sucker for cover version song. and fyi, i love 80's song. timeless, okay.
plus.. aku suka V.E and Ruffedge.. and Innuendo too (eh apa kaitan..? hihi)


okay. next song:
My Boo by Usher & Alicia Keys.


this is not the official vids. you can check out the official in here.

oh. ini lagu kenangan. hu. BUT i still love this song. i think both Usher & Alicia looks so sweet together..kan? anddddd.. i love Alicia Keys' make up. au naturale! hehe.
dulu masa dinner Pre-Grad, berangan okay nak make-up macam Alicia Keys, tapi tak menjadi. kesian.

Boo-
it has 2 meaning for me. one, means Love (err, sape2 yang tau kisah ini, sila lah muntah kalau nak. aku izinkan. haha. =p) .. and another one is Boo the little girl in Monster Inc. whatever it is, dedua buat tuan tanah rasa perasan comel. ngahaha.


and third vids for today is :
Burn - La Villas



haa..ni zaman youtube baru up. zaman sebelum Mathluthfi & IniAnwarHadi wujud dalam youtube, hehe. time ni agak ramai la student mempopularkan diri dorang dalam youtube. vids ni antara yang aku suka sebab 1) Lagu Usher. 2) sebab dorang macam sengal. lawak tul. so, layannnnnnnn~


ps: btw, i am totally agree with Anwar Hadi in this video. go check this out! :)




correction:
Khayalan is the 70's song. not 80's .

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Tips: Rule of thirds

Assalamualaikum :)

harini aku nak share tips yang most probably korang semua dah tau, tapi aku je yang baru tau tips ni arini. huhu. tapi takpe lah kan. mana tau kot-kot ada yang buta kamera macam aku ni ha.. so i thought of sharing this with you guys :)

So, what is the rule of thirds?

from wikipedia:

The rule of thirds is a compositional rule of thumb in visual arts such as painting, photography and design.[1] The rule states that an image should be imagined as divided into nine equal parts by two equally-spaced horizontal lines and two equally-spaced vertical lines, and that important compositional elements should be placed along these lines or their intersections.[2] Proponents of the technique claim that aligning a subject with these points creates more tension, energy and interest in the composition than simply centering the subject would.


sila click pada imej kalau gambar tu tak 'gif-ing'

The photograph above demonstrates the application of the rule of thirds. The horizon sits at the horizontal line dividing the lower third of the photo from the upper two-thirds. The tree sits at the intersection of two lines, sometimes called a power point or a crash point. Points of interest in the photo don't have to actually touch one of these lines to take advantage of the rule of thirds. For example, the brightest part of the sky near the horizon where the sun recently set does not fall directly on one of the lines, but does fall near the intersection of two of the lines, close enough to take advantage of the rule.

Use

The rule of thirds is applied by aligning a subject with the guide lines and their intersection points, placing the horizon on the top or bottom line, or allowing linear features in the image to flow from section to section. The main reason for observing the rule of thirds is to discourage placement of the subject at the center, or prevent a horizon from appearing to divide the picture in half.

When photographing or filming people, it is common to line the body up with a vertical line, and having the person's eyes in line with a horizontal one. If filming a moving subject, the same pattern is often followed, with the majority of the extra room being in front of the person (the way they are moving).



Cara mengambil gambar menggunakan teknik 'Rule of Thirds' (Composition).


picture without 'Rule of Thirds'


  • set the display of your camera to grid (tak sure la semua camera ada ke tak. tapi kamera Nikon (year 2008) cikai Ayah aku pun ada, heck, even my handphone yang tak canggih tu pun ada function ni, so i guess most of canggih camera lagi la ada, kot).


  • fokus kan imej yang nak diambil di garisan yang bertemu (The points where those lines cross). -> Avoid the center square!




  • see, it's much better this way.. betul tak?




  • Sekian tips hari ini :)


    source from : wikipedia and nomadicmatt.com

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Wordless Wednesday : Growing Beyond The Hour

beautiful guy




Lee Jun Ki


ngeeee~
buang tebiat.
my laptop crash so i have to use my old laptop.
tengok tengok ada full series My Girl (among other things).
it was in my laptop since 2005. i never deleted it.

My Girl is my favorite Korean drama
(i still have problem to pick which one i like the most, Fullhouse or My Girl?).
tapi da lama tak tengok sebab..
hurm..
aku tak suka tengok citer sedih nangis2 bagai..
nanti aku sedih :(
tapi last year aku dah start tengok Fullhouse balik,
so apalagi, marilah mengkhatamkan cerita My Girl ini pula!
hehe.

back in 2005 @ 2006 (not sure which year):
i still remember that day when Janet told me that there's a new popular drama in Korea which is said to be as funny as Fullhouse.
i was curious and kinda asked her to download it.
so that night Janet downloaded My Girl and gave it to me the next day.
and there goes the history of marathoning My Girl in my room;
me. aisha. janet.

i LOVE this drama so very much so i made copies and FORCE all of my friends which were in different collegues to watch it too! termasuk la bebudak SRM sekali.
haha.
and before i knew it,
MY Girl was spreading around campus like a virus.
lepas tu aku plak yang sakit hati bila sana-sini, all girls were like mengaku Gong Chan tu dorang punya.
ho ho.
sengal
=p




when i first watch this drama,
aku suka Gong Chan because of his looks.
tapi kan,
actually, watak yang paling aku suka adalah Jung Woo (Lee Jun Ki).

sensitive. understanding. baik hati. fun to be with. caring. protective.

my kind of guy in complete set.
hee.

tapi kalau diberi pilihan,
aku tamau la orang seCANTIK dia jadi boifren aku.
kang tak pepasal orang lain confuse, dan might think that i'm a les disebabkan ada boifren yang CANTIK.
ha ha.



side note:
disebabkan My Girl la aisha, janet and I excited gila tunjuk terer cakap Korea bila terjumpa Korean tourist masa kat Singapore. huahuahua

Heart warming translated tweet #prayforjapan

We’ve all been trained to immediately open the doors and establish an escape route when there is an earthquake. In the middle of the quake while the building was shaking crazily and things falling everywhere, a man made his way to the entrance and held it open. Honestly, the chandelier could have crashed down any minute … that was a brave man!



It was freezing and bus was taking ages to arrive. “@saiso” left the queue to run to a nearby pharmacy. He bought heating pads and gave one to everyone in the queue!


"My two year old was putting his shoes on himself saying "I'm going to go arrest the Earthquake!" I realized that inside a tiny body, there is a lot of courage and Justice. Everyone, lets stand strong and get through this."


"Cars were moving at the rate of maybe one every green light, but everyone was letting each other go first with a warm look and a smile. At a complicated intersection, the traffic was at a complete standstill for 5 minutes, but I listened for 10 minutes and didn’t hear a single beep or honk except for an occasional one thanking someone for giving way. It was a terrifying day, but scenes like this warmed me and made me love my country even more."




"Tokyo Disneyland was handing out its shops’ food and drinks for free to the stranded people nearby. I saw a bunch of snobby looking highschool girls walking away with large portions of it and initially though “What the …” But I later I found out they were taking them to the families with little children at emergency evacuation areas. Very perceptive of them, and a very kind thing to do indeed."


"I received an email from my Korean friend: "The only country to have experienced nuclear attacks. The country that lost the WWII. The country that suffers from typhoons every year and the earthquakes. However, isn't Japan the country that always stood up and overcame such difficulties? Gambare. Gambare."



"Last night, when I walked back to home from Campus, a female baker gave us bread for free, even if she has already closed the store. It was moving that I could find people who do things they can do in such loud situation. My heart became warm. Tokyo is not something dumped."


"The words of BBC’s reports are so moving they make me cry. They were praising us with words of admiration! “One of the worst earthquakes in recorded history has hit the world’s most well-prepared, well-trained nations. The strength of its government and its people are put to the test. While there have been casualties, in no other country could the government and the people have worked together in such an accurate and coordinated way in the face of such tragedy. The Japanese people have shown their cultural ability to remain calm in the face of adversity.”


"There was a train driver who had been working all night long. When I went up to him and said "It must be tough for you", he smiled and said to me, "What else can I do at a time like this?" Made me rethink about the people of Japan. Moved me."


"walked for 4 hours just to get home. Everyone was walking home silently, diligently. People working at the shops were doing their job. The Internet managed to hold, despite of the enormous overflow. Emergency shelters were opened and trains were quickly restored and ran all night. What a tough county. It doesn't matter what GDP we have."


"The vending machine, the internet wifi spot has been opened to the public; everyone is cooperating and people around the world are moved by this and are trying to help. We have changed since the time the Hanshin earthquake struck 16years ago. We have grown stronger."


"People of Japan, please do not lose your kind hearts. Be gentle to the weak, be helpful to each other, and always have a forgiving heart. Everyone is anxious, just like you. This is our prayer, and we shall also keep this in our hearts."



"People buying things at scattering supermarkets, with picking up thing fell off, and making line to pay. Elder person who gave his seat to a pregnant mother, even in a crowded train which just started the operation. Foreigners shocked by these sight. These must be real. Amazing, Japan."


A child holding a snack, waiting for his turn in queue at cash register. When it was almost his turn, he looked at the register then he looked like he was pondering for a moment. Then he put the money he had to buy a snack into a donation box and returned the snack he was going to buy, to the shelf, and left the store. Cashier said “Thank you” to his back in a quavering voice.


I saw a child saying to a station staff, “Thank you very much for your great job to keep driving trains.” The staff dropped his tears. My tears also dropped much.


“Nights were never this dark, and I never realized how beautiful the stars were. Sendai, look up and keep your heads high.”


Last night, as I was walking home from college, I saw a lady at the bakery giving out free bread to everybody. It was way past store hours, and the streets were full of people. It encouraged me a lot to see people trying to help others at their own extent. Tokyo wasn’t such a cold place afterall


"We live in an area that was not directly hit. When my father came downstairs and heard the news saying that our area had begun allocating electricity to the hard-hit areas, he quietly led by example, turning off the power around the house and pulling the plugs out of their sockets. I was touched. He usually NEVER turns off the lights or the AC or the TV or anything!"


"Yesterday, I was impressed and touched by the actions of my neighbor’s 13-year-old-boy. He was home alone when the earthquake hit. But instead of hiding, as soon as the earthquake quieted down, he jumped on his bicycle and road around the block repeatedly shouting at the top of his voice, “Is everyone alright? Is everyone okay?” At the time, there were only women and children and the elderly in the homes. I cannot describe how comforting it was just to hear a strong voice asking if I was okay. Thank you!"



taken from here : http://prayforjapan.jp/tweet_en.html



//this entry has been updated twice.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Japan Tsunami shaken MY world

in my life, i had experienced a small tremor twice.
the first one, was the Taiwan's Earthquake in 2007. the second one, was triggered by Sumatera's Earthquake.
it was small, but big enough to scare me..

i may not write anything on the latest Tsunami that had happened last Friday but it doesn't mean i don't care.
i was worried. i still do. i keep browsing between this site and this site.
the damage was unexpected.
my prayers and condolences goes to those in Japan, hope they will recover.
i know it's gonna be hard, so let's help them too, okay?
prayers+donation+whatever we can do to help.

you know what, the moment i heard the news, it was quite a shock.
it's because of Japan was (one of) my travel aim for year 2011.
however, i had to cancel it as i missed the RM400 return promotion.
cheapskate. asek nak pergi tempat murah je kan.. haha.
i was kind of devastated at first, knowing that i'll never be able to get that cheap ticket again ;p and of course, was a bit mad at my friend for not telling me earlier.
but well.. ALLAH has different plan for me i guess..


i'm not sure whether my friend A & his gf will be going to Japan or not.
if it were me, i'll cancel it for safety reason.
heck, now i'm 50-50 about going to EhemEhem as well.
we're going to coastal area too. so you know.. it's not really safe nowadays.

last year, there's a tsunami alert a day before we went to Sipadan Island.
i really didn't know what to do. Pak Lah and Mozal were on top of Mount Kinabalu by that time, which means that left me alone to handle the rest of us here before going to Tawau.
cuak..jangan cerita lah. tapi tawakal je la......
Alhamdulillah.. nothing happened.
but you have no idea how i felt when i saw this that morning.
mengucap banyak2 dalam hati. huhu~

so with this coming EhemEhem trip..
well.. i'm not so sure either.
eventhough the area was not affected, we can never tell what will happen in the future, no?
seriously, aku sangat berdebar-debar sekarang ni.
my colleagues, Chandran (bukan nama sebenar) and MKA keep asking me to hold off the trip.
(they thought i'm going to Sabah. i have no idea from where they get the idea. ha ha)

i'm not worry about me. i'm worried about my family.
our home is near with pantai.
so agak cuak dan agak risau.
although it's not facing South China Sea, but still... :(

on a different note,
today me and Zakiah (bukan nama sebenar ;p) were talking about the effect of radiation.
we both were X-Files freak so we kinda make some stupid assumption on what will happen if we're exposed to the radiation.
Zakiah said we might become some sort of mutant, like in the movie.
(i think she's refering to The Hills Have Eyes kot..)
and i said, "but it sure will be cool if we are a mutant with a super power ..like Wolverine."
haaa.. bongok kan, lawak kitorang (-_-)"
aku rasa ni kesan lawak keji tak berperikemanusiaan Berita Harian aritu. hmm.

side note:
if earthquake were happen to Malaysia, is our building/structure safe enough?
read here.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

it's always been about me and myself.. never wanted to be anybody's other half.

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you


I Do - Colbie Caillat



pssstttt! comel la lagu nih. he.

perasaan ku yang terdera..

tak suka la macam ni..
silap aku jugak sebenarnya yang dok gatal mengusha.
hmm.
mata ni memang nak kena tau!

normally kalau pergi jalan, fokus aku hanya tertumpu kepada tempat-tempat menarik yang akan aku pergi.
shopping jatuh tempat nombor 2.
tu pun sekadar untuk souvenir.
dengan kata lainnya, just buat syarat je la. hehe.

harini, dengan gatal tangannya,
aku browse barang-barang yang famous kat EhemEhem.
of course la, EhemEhem is a shopping heaven.
i knew that.
but i also knew that i can handle myself. i can refrain myself from being a shopaholic.
so my intention was just to check what to buy for my family & colleagues.

HOWEVER,
sejurus selepas melihat barang-barang yang famous, yang orang selalu beli kat sana,
terussss aku jadi sesak nafas.
besttttttnyeeee la kalau dapat shopping gegila kat EhemEhem!
tetiba rasa macam aku nak tukar matlamat aku pergi ke sana..
instead of pergi tempat-tempat menarik, pekata pergi shopping je.. ok tak?
best gila kotttt.
no wonder la Ana pun kata, bila sampai sana.. fokus dah jatuh kat shopping. haha.
and they accept credit card too!
ini adalah suatu penganiayaan mental nih.
T____T


kalau inchek Fzl baca nih, sumpah dia gelakkan aku kow2 punya..
dah la masa aku cakap aku tanak check in luggage, dia dah macam;
"Biar betul Wid nih..?"

elehhh..
tu mesti dia buat assumption based on bagaimana aku menjadi monster kat Ao Nang aritu pasal tak sempat shopping. hahaahhaha.

fuh! harap-harap beliau tak baca entry nih.
AMINNNNNN~
hee~

Friday, March 11, 2011

Travel Tips: Makanan apa nak bawa ek?

okay. i know the title sounds so poyo but given to my horror experience in Bali, i think i should be prepared for the worst. Honestly, i'm not an adventurer when it comes to food. So far, yang tekak aku boleh terima cuma masakan Malaysia (malay, chinese & indian. aku belasah je selagi halal) & masakan Thailand. hehe. Masakan Minang memang out of list. The only Indonesian food yang aku boleh accept adalah Nasi Ayam Penyet. Yang lain memang sekian wassalam. sebab tu masa kat Bali, aku tak sabar nak balik Malaysia sebab lapar. hahaha. tahapehape. but seriously, i'm cranky when i'm starving. so yeah. makanan adalah wajib untuk aku.

Hmm.. sedangkan di Malaysia ni pun ku selalu risau pasal makanan-ni-halal-ke-tak-halal?, so apalagi kalau berada di negara yang bilangan Muslimnya adalah minoriti.. maka nak tak nak, kena la bawa makanan sendiri, ye tak..

what to bring eh? i have no idea nih. the only thing that comes to mind is Sambal Goreng Ikan Bilis.that's my fav. hehe. senang, sedap, ringan & boleh tahan lama.

yang lain? hurm.. makanan apa yang sesuai dibawa travel? we'll not stay in one place. we'll be moving from one place to another, so we need something more practical; light and easy to cook.

what i have in mind right now:

1) Travel Cooker - wajib sebab nak masak/panaskan.
2) Sambal ikan bilis -no 1 choice. hehe
3) Sardin - makanan penyelamat. ngahaha.
4) Roti - ni pun makanan penyelamat aku. aku boleh hidup tanpa nasi kalau ada roti.
5) Suh Hoon - boleh buat sup makan dengan sambal.
6) Tepung Segera - untuk buat cekodok/lempeng.
7) Maggi - last resort sebab aku tak suka makan maggi.

*additional
8) Serunding - thanks Ana!
9) Tuna Mayonnaise
10) Mushroom Soup
11) Brahim's - thanks Fika!

so far, tu je yang aku boleh fikirkan sekarang ni. kalau sesapa ada suggestion lain, jangan segan2 tinggalkan komen yer. :)



// time time macam ni, barulah terfikir untungnya la kalau dapat makanan ration tentera... best sebab ration tu dah siap masak dan dipaketkan, so tinggal nak panaskan je bila nak makan.. masa pergi Sabah dulu, kitorang dapat ration. best weh. cakap je nak apa, sambal? masakan daging? ayam? acar? pelbagai jenis bubur? semua adaaaaa~!thanks to our Palapes friends yang bersusah payah tolong dapatkan ration tu :)

the amazing Nostradamus

i dedicate this entry for my brother.
he asked me about my favorite Piano Player : Maksim Mrvica,
'cause he wanted to be like him.

i'm not encouraging him to be a musician.
i just think it's cool for him if he wants to learn to play a piano/violin.
i never had the chance to learn.
so i guess, if he wanted to play, why not?

so anyway.
my fave from Maksim is of course, as mentioned in this entry, without a doubt is
Croation Rhapsody.

when i get mad.. or sad over something (like today. sobs),
sometimes i like to listen to
Nostradamus.
i don't know how to explain this, but all i know is i like the dramatic melody and the emotion of the song.



feeling a bit cheeky,
i'll listen to Cubana.
hehe.

feeling sentimental?
you should listen to Claudine.
i love it.
i think this song is great for lyrical dance.
melodi lagu nih sangat membuai perasaan.

there are few more that i like, but what's written in here is my fave;
which honestly..
whenever i feel like wanted to get a little bit of Maksim,
i'll keep Croatian Rhapsody and Nostradamus in replay.









Rain Live in Malaysia, April 2011



of all 365 days we have in a year,
why the hell do you have to come in Malaysia on the day that i'm not here??

wae?
waeeee???
waeeeeeee???

T__T


Rain @ Sepang.
April 10, 2011

read more here.



to those who'll be able to see him LIVE next month, read this:
I HATE ENVY YOU!
Please send my love to him, will yer? ;p



side note:
arini hari yang sungguh mengecewakan.
1st,sedih sebab tak dapat tengok Rain.
2nd, sebab belum berpeluang menonton Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa lagi.
frustttt sangatttttt!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

songs for you, truth for me

oh. for the 87997654530097757 times, i fall in love with Damon.
again. he.
but i don't want to talk about Damon tonight. it's mine to keep.
haha. statement tak boleh blah.

there was a song at the end of the episode:
Broken String by James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado.


ahhhhh James Morrison.
one of my favorite singer in the world!
(one of my some other 88888888 singer. kehkeh).

i like his husky voice.
suara serak-serak basah.
i fell in love with his voice ever since i heard You Give Me Something when i was still studying.
that was in year 2006.

i was so in love with that song that not only i used it as my ring tone, but i also subscribed to M*xis caller ringtone, up until now.
before that, i used Mr Lonely-Akon sebab baru lepas broke up untuk kali ke berapa dengan orang yang sama. haha. mengong.

anyway,
i never changed my caller ring tone after i started using You Give Me Something.
i just love that song!
the wonderful lyric. the melody. and the sexy VOICE. ngeee.
and i kinda want everyone to like it too, so that's why i subscribed it years ago so that everyone can listens.

i like almost all of his song.
(takde la suka semua sebab ada yang macam bosan sket)
but didja know that one of my most listens from him is the cover version of Man In The Mirror (late MJ's) - aku suka gila suara dia before chorus & masa chorus.
huish. layannnnn~!
^__^


i'm not going to see this coming Michael Buble's concert. too expensive.. :(
but if ever James Morrison's going to have a concert here,
i'm not going to miss it.
i'll definitely buy the ticket!


You Give Me Something - James Morrison

You only stay with me in the morning,
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water,
But now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You only waited up for hours,
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers,
I can't work out what they mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart.

But it might be a second too late,
And the words that I could never say,
Are gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,

Mmmm
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know my heart.

Know my heart,
Know my,
Know my heart,
Mmmmhmmm

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

kawen

at my age, most of kawan-kawan aku semua dah kahwin dan dah ada anak.
ada yang dah ada dua, tiga anak dah.

dan bila ramai yang dah kawen, pelbagai cerita yang aku dengar.
bercerita pasal kahwin, ada yang indah.
ada yang.. urm... indah khabar dari rupa.

aku ada rakan sebaya yang dah kahwin, ada anak, lepastu bercerai.
aku ada teman yang sebaya, ada anak, bercerai dan dah kahwin lain dah pun.
ada yang setiap hari datang ofis menangis sebab tak tahan duduk dengan mertua. setiap hari, ada je isu..

harini, salah sorang kawan baik aku call, menangis disebabkan husband yang ambil endah tak endah pasal diri dia dan baby dorang.

aku tatau nak cakap apa.. nak komen apa.. nak bagi nasihat yang macam mana..
because i'm not married.
i have zero knowledge about marriage.

orang kata aku memilih.
ooii. of course lah aku memilih.
especially bila dengar cerita-cerita 'ngeri' macam ni.
siap keluar paper lagi semalam kan?
iskh.. seram, okayyyy.


dari apa yang aku nampak,
banyak marriage problems ni datang kalau:
husband & wife berjauhan / weekend husband/weekend wife.
i know.. and i do understand.. zaman sekarang nih, it's all about the money.
sanggup tinggalkan family, outstation.. ada yang kerja oversea balik setahun 2 kali demi mencari rezeki.
aku tak kata tu salah.. cause that's how i've been raised, by the way.

tak kisahlah, weekend husband/wife ke..atau memang living together hari-hari ke..
the most imporant thing is: COMMUNICATION.

kerja, kerja juga. tapi kena la pay attention pada family.
kalau dah jauh tu, selalu2 lah call ke..sms ke..
hello, ini tahun 2011.
zaman wi-fi. zaman broadband. zaman 3G. zaman blackberry. zaman iphone.
there are so many ways of communication.
KAU TAKDE ALASAN LANGSUNG untuk tak contact wife/anak.. tau tak..??!
*emo pulak aku. huhu*

susah nak balik? helloooooooooo!
have u ever heard of Air Asia?Fire Fly??
atau kalau mahal sangat.. bas express kan ada.. train pun ada..
seeeeee.. again, KAU TAKDE ALASAN untuk tak balik jenguk anak dan isteri.
apa lagi kalau anak kau masih baby lagi.. :(

kalau ada problem, tolonglah work it out.
bincang elok-elok.. selesaikan.
jangan dibiarkan lama-lama.

aku bukan apa,
aku tulis nih sebab risau banyak sangat kes cerai muda sekarang ni.
dan apa yang aku tulis nih pun, based on experience kawan-kawan.
kesian tau kat anak-anak yang kecil lagi.
umur baru setahun, parents dah bercerai.
umur 2 tahun, dah dapat Papa @ Mama baru. lepastu confuse kenapa kejap kena balik rumah Mama, kejap lagi kena balik rumah Papa.
kesian weiiiii..




lemme tell you about myself.

My dad used to travel all around Malaysia when i was a kid. it's because of his job.
For 12 years, aku & adik2 (and mum) get to see Ayah once every 2 weeks, sometimes 3 weeks.

kalau Ayah balik, aku and Angah akan berebut-rebut ikut Ayah pergi pasar (walaupun aku tak suka dan tak tahan bau ikan. ha ha). selalunya bergilir-gilir lah. kalau last month Angah, this month Along pulak.. and vice versa.
Ayah takkan bawa dua-dua pergi sebab leceh la kan bawak budak-budak kecik.. nanti lari sana-sini. sape nak kejor..?
sibbaik masa tu adik aku yang lagi 2 orang tu kecik lagi, so dorang tak termasuk dalam senarai. haha.

masa aku darjah 6 , kitorang pindah Melaka and Ayah masih belum transfer lagi.
when i was 13, Ayah dah fulltime kat Melaka. tapi masa tu aku dah masuk asrama.

so that's the thing. aku tak rapat dengan Ayah. honestly, aku tatau langsung macam mana nak communicate dengan Ayah. growing up, i always feel like he's a stranger to me.

there was one time, masa aku tadika, i took part in a school play. kena menari (Ala Payung). majlis tu kat dewan. i went there with my mum. Ayah takde,outstation. so bila time aku perform, bukan main suka lagi aku (sebab aku memang sangat suka menari). masa tetengah menari tu, tetiba aku ternampak Ayah. oh maii gucciiii, aku terkejut gila, terus gabra sebab takut tersalah step. haha.

and then..there were times masa sekolah rendah, tiap-tiap tahun aku amek hadiah, tiap-tiap tahun juga aku wonder whether he will make it to the Hari Penyampaian Hadiah. (he usually came)

dan yang paling aku sedih.. pernah sekali aku bergaduh dengan kawan aku, sebab dia ejek-ejek cakap mama MJ (definitely not Michael Jackson) because my Dad wasn't around... :(

so based on my experience, yes. i have to admit, aku sangat memilih.
if i'm given a choice, i won't marry someone yang nature kerja dia requires him to travel a lot. unless kalau dia pergi travel, dia boleh bawak aku ikut sekali, especially kalau ke EUROPE (hihi) maka itu adalah dialu-alukan. heheheeh.

lagipun, pada aku..
what's the point of kawen kalau kena duduk jauh-jauh?
kalau aku kena duduk sorang-sorang?
kalau aku kena jadi single-parent?

Dulu, pernah sekali masa di Kuantan, rumah kitorang dimasuki pencuri.
bayangkan, masa tu my mum was ALONE with 4 little daughters.
nasib baik takde apa-apa berlaku, BUT then again, what if something happened?
at least mama boleh jugak jerit "Pencuri! Pencuri!"
- kalau aku la.. iskh... aku taklei imagine. dah la aku nih penakut. kuat menangis. cepat lemah lutut kalau takut. huish. Nauzubillah.

Dulu, situasinya berbeza. our neighbourhood bagus. rumah dekat-dekat. jiran-jiran semua rapat macam saudara-mara. so eventhough masa tu Ayah aku takde kat rumah, kitorang ada jiran untuk minta tolong kalau ada apa2 berlaku. in fact, selalunya ada anak-anak jiran yang tidur kat rumah kitorang, temankan Mama & us.

zaman sekarang ada ke yang macam tu? hmm.. entah-entah, nama jiran sebelah rumah pun tatau kot..

Monday, March 7, 2011

moment yang sungguh awkward

awkward.
bila mana seorang teman yang rapat dengan kau,
melamar kau bagi pihak Abangnya.

awkward.
bila mana kau adalah seorang yang suka berhuha sana sini,
yang pada malam sebelumnya, kau post status dengan meletak video klip group Korea 2pm (lagu Tired of Waiting, btw).

tiba tiba esoknya dilamar oleh seseorang yang datangnya dari keluarga yang baik-baik.
-baik-baik means keluarga yang very islamic; pakai tudung labuh. sekolah pondok/tahfiz.etc. (you get what i mean, right?).

iskh. rosak akhlak dorang kalau aku jadi kakak ipar. haha.

awkward gilaaaaaaaaaa niiiiiii.
iskh.
aku tak layak okay.
jauuhhhhhhhhh sungguh perangai.
aku yang tak semenggah nih nak dijadikan kakak ipar?
huishhhhh..

i said NO on the spot.
but she said this.. dengan lemah lembutnya..
"Boleh tak jangan jawab sekarang..
Balik rumah dulu.. fikir elok-elok.. kalau boleh, istikharah ya..
"


biru kejap muka aku. literally.

how can i say to her that i'm considering someone right now?
istikharah yang satu ni pun tak lepas lagi,
dah nak kena tambah lagi satu kah?
huhuhuhuhuhuhu~

serious rasa macam nak nanges semalam.
tak sampai hati nak berkeras menolak.
so, what now? do i really have to do istikharah?

for me,
once aku cakap aku consider someone,
it means, sebelah kaki aku dah melangkah.
cuma yang sebelah lagi tu yang masih berdegil.
oh well. i had a bad experience- that's why.



paranoid.

hmm.
cukup lah aku stress dengan kerja yang tak berkesudahan nih.
di tambah lagi dengan hal peribadi.
aku penat..
T__T

Thursday, March 3, 2011

i want you so bad


kau sungguh mempersona....

a change of heart

i spend the night with watching Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah (ha ha) and How I Met Your Mother S06E18 last night.

honestly, aku jarang download terus the latest episode. normally, aku tunggu 2, 3 minggu atau kadang-kadang, sebulan - baru la aku download straight 2, 3 episod apa-apa drama/sitcom sekalipun.

but because of Barney likes someone in episode 17, i just couldn't help but to download episode 18 as soon as possible!


well, that and the fact that i love Barney no matter how womanizer (this is the most delicate word that i can find to portray his character) he is. ha ha. sorry. i couldn't help it.

he's an interesting character, me think.
-a good friend (although he can be a selfish son-of-a-b**ch sometimes).
-a good bro.
-a good son.
-a good uncle.


dia selalu perasan dia awesome (but yes, he is) dan lebih bijak daripada orang lain tapi dia tak sedar kekadang dia lebih lurus dari bendul. muahahah.

Barney sangat suka *take advantage* pada perempuan who has daddy issue without realizing that HE IS the one that has daddy issue. haha.

and boy, he is soooo manja too!


last night episode remind me of one of the episode in.... okay aku tak ingat season berapa, but it was years ago. masa tu Ted and Robin was an item. Robin took care of Barney when he had cold.. he was so whiney and mengada-ngada so Robin letak ubat batuk dalam makanan dia. pastu Ted cakap kat Robin;

"i knew you'd be a good mother".

kah kah. sengal gila.

hmm.
how i met your mother.
teringat kat MZ.
it's been long since the last time we saw a movie together.
dalam banyak-banyak orang, aku rasa paling best kalau dapat tengok movie dengan MZ.
maybe because we watched the same tv series.

last year masa tengok Tron Legacy, ada Olivia Wilde (Dr Thirteen in House MD). terus aku terasa nak cakap something like

"oo.. patut la aritu Foreman try contact 13 tak dapat-dapat. 13 dah masuk
dunia lain rupanya.. ha ha
"

but of course, i said it in my mind je la since kawan aku yang tengok movie dengan aku masa tu, tak layan House. haiih. bosan. T__T

and then, there was another time..masa tengok movie Gulliver's Travel. keluar pulak si Jason Segel (Marshall 'marshmallow' Eriksen of How I Met Your Mother). terus aku gelak ha ha ha sebab actually, aku tak tau pun marshall berlakon dalam Gulliver's Travel tu. dan masa tu, aku fikir, kan ke best kalau tengok movie nih dengan MZ. at least he'd know why i was laughing like a crazy person masa tengok cerita tu.

Korang perasan tak, dulu ada iklan beer (kat wayang) yang ada a group of woman yang excited gila, screamed their heart out bila tengok closet yang penuh baju2/shoes/etc. and then there's another group of men, yang excited gila screamed their heart out bila tengok closet yang penuh dengan beer..? one of the guys, menjerit macam perempuan, sebijik macam Marshall Eriksen. so everytime we (me and MZ) saw that ads, confirm kitorang akan gelak. heck, i'm smiling while i'm writing this entry. ngee~ :)

the reason why i'm writing this entry is because this morning me and mrs.s spend the whole morning *during breakfast* talking about HIMYM and Desperate Housewives. yes. that is our 'thing'. keep each other on updates.. about life.. and tv series. haha. mengong gila.

btw, after almost 2 weeks, finally i get to talk to mrs. s again. what a relief- dapat mengumpat bersama. hahaha. bagus sangat lah tu. pagi2 jumaat dah 'heavy breakfast' ->'makan daging'. huhuhu. T___T


dan ada satu lagi news yang aku belum share dengan dia lagi. erm.. nanti nanti lah......

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

oh malunya..

sometimes we need a song to remind us the wonderful feeling when we first fell in love.. kan?





//sekering-kering hati aku, tersengih-sengih jugak la bila dengar lagu nih aritu. hehe

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Gemilang..

Carefree...